Lonely

I don't know exactly what i feel inside
Kinda dark side of mine always say something bad at me
Like You Are a Loser
You Are Terrible at Everything
You Are not worthy to be here..

That words are keep running and spinning around my head
And i'm asking to myself "Is it?"
Everytime those words are tearing me apart .
Feeling lonely when you feel unconnected from everyone.
The only voice that you can hear it's just your own voice.

Deeply, Heavily, waiting to explode outside of your chest
No one seems understand. Do you feel it ?
No one seems care about me. Does it ?
No one can you trust anymore, have you ?

And now You're start thinking "Everyone hates me"
For no reasons, For something i've never done .
This live is so unfair ad naif.
The peoples just makes everything look evilly worst
Can I, Can I just walk alone ? so no one can hurt me.

No one can hit me by their mouth
I keep my voice to make their judging words falls out for me
and That time your time was freezing, clock's stop clocking
It was terrifying. I won't be able to remembered that part anymore .

This loneliness kill's me slowly
This feeling push me into the deep whole in the ocean
Darker... Hard to Breathe and Crazy